I discovered this journal entry from 12/25/2016. I invite you in with me as this theme of divine timing and order continues for me to embrace more deeply:
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"Only God could say what this new spirit forming within you will be. Give our Lord the benefit of believing that his hand is leading you. And accept the anxiety of feeling yourself in suspense and incomplete."
Pierre Teihard de Chardin
This has been quite the journey and I have often been impatient with myself for not being further along, for not " figuring things out more quickly"...yet...perhaps it's less about me and more about the "slow work of God."
My error is in believing that this journey is all about me - my abilities, my skills, how fast I'm letting go and moving on and finding healing. What if this is just the slow work of God because rushing intricate and delicate details leads to shoddy work and more things broken than repaired. It is fools that rush in.
Jesus tenderly and patiently moves with precision and perfect timing to restore all that is lost, broken, shattered...
So, my work is to trust and know that is is NORMAL to pass through this sage or these stages of instability, for it is the "law of progress" that this must be so.
These new ideas, says de Chardin, must "shape themselves without undue haste." And there is definitely a feeling anxiety within that somehow there is something wrong with me for being 45 and incomplete and in suspense. But maybe all of life has a component of this feeling as it's all a journey towards being fully alive, throwing off all that entangles.
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Can you relate? What "slow work of God" have you been judging yourself for not moving faster in? What is new and different for you as you lean in and let you go at the speed of your own life and trust you are in Divine Timing and Divine Order?
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